But after deciding to regain control of her life, the 23-year-old from Chelmsford, Essex, was told by doctors that her road to recovery would be more difficult than anticipated.
Kelly, now 31, was told that her behaviour had left her at serious risk of a heart attack and infertility. On top of which she was diagnosed with endometriosis, a painful gynecological condition which can cause infertility, and told that she could even be left bed-bound some days.
Determining she would prove the doctors wrong, Kelly took up the most gruelling form of physical exercise she could think of: body building.
Kelly Sephton during her struggle with eating
disorders, left, and in 2012 competing in a Las Vegas body building
competition, right
'My face would swell up from the binging, then go down and I would look skinny, then puff up again.
'I was always very active, going to dance classes every day of the week and playing sports, so the fluctuating in my weight was put down to my exercise levels and my eating disorder went undetected for years. My eating was what I feel I had control over - it was my little dark secret.'
When she finally visited the doctor, Kelly admits his diagnosis that her life and fertility were at risk 'scared the life out of me'.
'I was told the extent that I had the endometriosis would leave me bed bound some days, and certainly unable to train. With regards to children, I was told to have a hysterectomy as there was no chance of me having any.
'I didn't feel anger or sadness, I was totally numb. Thankfully I ignored this advice.'
Kelly had suffered a miscarriage during her eating disorder but didn't tell anyone, not even her partner
'I had already miscarried a baby at the beginning of our relationship but had been too ashamed to tell anyone, even my partner. I think about my unborn baby everyday of my life.
'I left my partner, feeling it was the best thing for everyone.'
Kelly said: 'One of my aims is to educate people who
may be suffering in the same way about the positive effects proper
nutrition, training and an optimistic attitude can have'
She said: 'The mind is a powerful thing - and the magic of positive thinking should not be underestimated. So I decided I wanted to participate in bodybuilding competitions!
'This was the ultimate test of focus and hard training, and would ensure I gave my body the exact fuel it needed.'
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